It seems it wasn't completely over. We somehow mended our weird relationship and it's been a few weeks since then. However, this time I want to end it. It has gone completely out of hand. For me, of course; I am nothing to her. I think this obsession with her is not healthy at all and funnily enough my heart and brain, for the first time, are both thinking the same thing. This means... I finally no longer want her! I no longer love her... I no longer need her. Finally my heart has caught up to speed. My brain has been wanting to give up a long time ago... (how can someone with such ambitious dreams stumble at such a stupid little hurdle in life? and in such a pathetic way... I felt like a complete and total loser)
This is the last hurdle... I am about to put the final nail in this idiotic chapter of my life. I will come out of this stronger and cleverer. I am sure of it. No longer will I be naive and stupid. The final hurdle will be over soon...
